Selfish Me
August 1, 2007 by cheenee
1. When I really, really, really want to do something, I will really do it.
2. I am crazy. He is, too.
3. I can still forgive him and love him, even when four years have passed.
4. I can still love him if I want to.
5. I hate him. She’s right.
6. I hate this. It won’t take away the struggle, but I hope this will lessen my pain.
7. I have a tarnished soul.
8. God says, “Forgive.” I have forgiven, but not myself.
9. I need to do this, though it hurts so much.
10. This, too, shall pass.
11. Why?
12. Space.
13. Love.
14. Selfishness. Selflessness?
15. Transcendence.
16. It hasn’t changed a bit, no matter how hard I try to deny it.
17. It will be six months soon.
18. How do I pierce my heart and kill it?
19. Should love die?
20. I’m tired.
21. It was 11Pm when…
22. Sorry for my selfishness, my love.
23. I want to disappear… to Apparate to nowhere.
24. I want to eat chocolates and sulk and cry. But I have other obligations.
25. How do I save my soul? Your soul? Ours?
26. The path is still long, isn’t it?
27. It was 2/7.
